Ive been sick for the past week and have been in and out of the hospital. (for those of you that dont know) I will tell you what happend and also what is happening day by day.....hopefully. (Also for those of you who dont know me i cant spell for crap so dont judge). It all started about 3 weeks ago i had woke up seeing double....yah i know its weard and i also had bad headachs. i told my parents but they said it would probubly go away. it went on like that till last thursday...if i remember correctly. i went to the doctor and they looked at my eyes. they said that my eyes looked fine and that it was probubly something with my brain. they told me to go to the optomitrist.....which is basicly a fancy eye doctor. i went there and they looked at my eyes and said that they saw water behind them. they told me i needed to go to the ER right away. when i got there the doctors had already been notifide of what was happening so they went ahead and did an MRI.FYI MRI's are not fun you have to hold still for 30 min in a very very small tube and the MRI is very nosy. oh and i almost for got it was about 3:30 or so when that was over and i hadnt eaten or had any thing to drink sence breakfast and all i had for that was a smoothie. so i was starving. when i got back to the ER room i asked if i could eat or have a drink and they said not untill the results come back for the MRI and they take like an hour to come back. when the results came back they said now we have to do a lumbar tap which is where they take a very big needle and stick it in your back and then move it around untill they find a pocket of fluid around your spine. then you sit there for 30 min with the big needle in your back untill all of the fluid drains. so WHY are they doing this? well i have a condition called suto tumor something.... and it means you have a build up of the fluid in your brain. so they do the lumbar tap so they can drain the fluid out.( the fluid from around your brain drains down your back and then spreads around your body and it is natural to have it there.) after they do that i eat and go up to a hospital room for the night. over the next 5 days i get 6 lumbar taps and am in and out of the hospital and ER the hole time..................................................................................................................................................................

so yesterday i went to school for the first time in a long time. it didnt work out very well i came home feeling worse. So today i stayed home with a bad headache and board out of my mind with my two kittens. one of which is making this very difficult to write.




STATS
HEAD= worse
EYES= better